Fun meme

I really just do not see the point in being alive anymore. I have no feelings other than emptiness with the occasional few minutes of sadness and crying. i do not get any enjoyment out of the things i used to be able to have hours of fun with. i have no motivation to do anything so i just stay in bed all lay. i frequently either forget to eat and drink inything or just do not care enough to get up and do ive also grown apart from my friends due to my mplete lack of self worth making me feel like they lon't actually enjoy talking to me, so i have isolated myself from them and stopped being the one to initiate conversations and guess what, they haven't messaged me at all since then so i guess i was right. what even is the point in being alive when i do not feel anything and lay in the dark a